FUZZeye

I can't tell with you

were you ever alright. you seemed to love me
and I tried so hard so that you'd know.

I remember you chopping vegetables
and telling me about how Nietzsche's
     eyes were full when he felt too alive
and I could barely look at you but I did -
     I looked at you so hard - saw you

until I thought I knew you,
what you felt, I thought.

     that's all I could do